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FLAILING OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

I AM TIRED AND DELIRIOUS AND TIRED AND SO EMOTIONALLY WORN DOWN AND TIRED AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

THIS HAS TO WORK.

THIS WILL BUY US A MONTH OR SO AND I WILL GET MY LITTLE WISH.

AT THE LAST POSSIBLE NANOSECOND.

NOW NOTHING BAD IS ALLOWED TO HAPPEN FOR THE NEXT TWO MONTHS.

IT IS NOT ALLOWED.

MY HEART CAN’T TAKE ANY MORE OF THIS CHAOS. THIS IS MORE CHAOS THAN I AM COMFORTABLE WITH.

IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS IN THE NEXT TWO MONTHS I WILL LITERALLY HAVE A HEART ATTACK AND JUST DIE.

SO NO MORE BAD THINGS PLEASE OH MY GOD PLEASE.

I NEED TO GO TO BED.

ALSO I AM GOING OUT OF TOWN AND WON’T BE BACK UNTIL JUNE 3RD OR SO.

BECAUSE MY LIFE IS CHAOTIC.

I’M SURPRISED I HAVEN’T DIED, YET.

I NEED TO GO TO BED.

I’LL SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU.

Umm…dang, that’s a lot of raisins.

I knooooooow it is! XD I obviously have a problem. And I have discovered a little bag of dried cranberries and I’m trying not to eat them because it’s dinner time… and I should really be eating an actual MEAL right now…

Guys it was a 48-oz. box of raisins. Like the kind you get and use for COOKING/BAKING. The big box.

I’ve eaten all of them in the space of like… 3 or 4 days, spread out over a week.

Just fucking gorging on raisins… I guess it’s better than mindlessly eating chocolate but… yeah. -.-

Also, we’re waiting on a call for a place… and I’ve literally contacted 8 other places just today. It’s like… dinner time. But I’m not hanging up my hat just yet. I can’t afford to. This month has totally worn me the fuck out but I snapped a little last night and cried it out and now I think I can persist for at least past my Celestey’s wedding before combusting again, so.

I will probably need to invest in some other healthyish food to gorge on, though. Before I start mindlessly eating bread. Because I’ve done that, before. I’ll just… eat slices of bread. Nothing on them. Just… eat slices of bread. I think it’s a carb thing. XD

It will probably be better for everyone. -.- Not to mention that I have more house hunting to do, so.

-damn character limits- it will be ok Bren, don’t let it tear you apart

Oh dear :( I’m so sorry. I am sorta in the same boat, but its not nearly as pressing. I have faith that you’ll find something, and if you have to spend this anniversary apart; don’t loose sight of the fact that you have the rest of your lives.

Ughhhhhhhh I’ve been trying all month not to let it. -.- It just doesn’t help that we’ve been mutually stoked and raving about our 1-and-10 for freaking AGES now; we were SO DAMN SURE we were gonna spend it in Seattle on a fucking party bus for the bride’s bachelorette party and we were gonna like, go to a strip club together and be gloriously stupid. XD BUT THEN LOL JOKES we get told to get out of the house by June 3rd - we were lucky enough to get it extended to the 8th or else I just don’t even know. -.- But it just SUCKS to spend all that time being all YAYAYAYAYAYAY and then get hit with this. T.T It makes me not want to be excited for ANYTHING EVER AGAIN. Because at the rate things have gone I’d probably just get metaphorically bitch-slapped again. -.-

Can’t you find a place to stay for two weeks while you wait for the renovations to be done? I’m sure you could find a nice hotel to stay in that won’t be too expensive. I hope things work out for you, regardless. ;~;

Well, ACTUALLYYYYYY… ~Story Time~ We were on the phone with the previous tenant later last night, and oh man, this guy was LIVID… because apparently, the landlord contacted him again to tell him that he CHANGED HIS MIND. HE DIDN’T WANT TO LET ANYONE RENT THE HOUSE. So now the previous tenant (who would have become our roommate if we’d moved into that place) and his girlfriend are essentially homeless. AND IT GETS BETTER. This landlord CHANGED THE LOCKS to the property, DIDN’T give this guy the new keys, and has been telling him to WAIT THE TWO WEEKS until renovations are over for him to get his things. <— NO. NO. I AM LIKE 98% SURE THIS IS ILLEGAL. YOU CAN’T KICK SOMEONE OUT AND THEN DENY THEM THE RIGHT TO GET THEIR THINGS ASAP, YOU CAN’T FORCE THEM TO WAIT - ESPECIALLY TWO WHOLE WEEKS. So I mean, I feel absolutely HORRIBLE for this guy, I really do. AND THAT COULD HAVE BEEN ME. The landlord had been really pushing to just… GIVE us the place even though we hadn’t seen it yet, but we were ADAMANT about actually seeing the place before we made a decision (that viewing was supposed to happen yesterday, but then all this AWESOME STUFF happened -.-). But if we’d gone ahead and signed the lease BEFORE viewing it and moved our stuff in a couple days ago? THAT COULD HAVE BEEN ME. I mean, I’m sitting here trying to count my blessings in order to like… keep my head screwed on correctly, so at least I can say that wasn’t me. I still feel horrible for the previous tenant, though.

But ANYWAYYYYY, you’re right, actually. If a person is forced to vacate their home for a considerable length of time (even if just a couple days), the landlord has to ask the tenants if they have a place they can stay for the time being, and if they DON’T - which would have been my situation - then the landlord is LEGALLY REQUIRED to set the tenants up in a hotel and pay for the stay himself. So, I mean… IFFFFFF that property hadn’t turned out to be an ENORMOUS TRAP, then yeah, that would be a viable option, actually. Before we found out about all the fuckery later that night, we’d been TRYING to reach the landlord to explain that we more or less NEEDED the place but we just really wanted to see it - even if it was still being worked on - before we signed the damn lease. -.- And because we were HOPING to be out of town like… today/tomorrow, he wouldn’t have needed to set us up in a hotel for as long as he would have anticipated. BUT HEY TURNS OUT THAT PROPERTY WAS A GIANT TRAP SO WHATEVS I GUESS. -.-

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BUUUUUUUT ALL THAT SAID: Thanks to both of you for the kind words, and also sorry that I afjaldfjdsaljfa;ldsjf last night. -.-Needless to say, it’s been a really hard month for me, so… I try to keep all the freaking out contained to my LiveJournal because no one likes a whiner, but I was already on Tumblr when we got the FIRST call about how the landlord didn’t want anyone living in or looking at the place for two weeks and I just, like, fucking flipped. -.- We’ve had so little luck finding a place all month and have had to tiptoe around outright SCAMS a FEW times already, and the end of the lease for my current residence is just LOOMING over my head, and then today is like… the big Determining Day; if we can’t secure a place TODAY, then my honey’s pipe dream of coming up with me at the last possible minute dies. I guess I’m just tired of slamming my head into a brick wall; I’ve been doing it all month long with a smile on my face, so.

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This sounds terrible D: I hope everything is ok

So far things are… functional I guess. I got hit with a termination of lease notice earlier this month and have been struggling to find housing. We were supposed to be view a place tonight but then we got a call from the current tenants saying that the landlord was kicking THEM out for 2 weeks for random renovations so… THAT’S not gonna fly… And I’ve just been REALLY REALLY REALLY BUGGING OUT because if we saw that place tonight and liked it, then my honey would’ve been going to Seattle for a wedding I have to attend as a bridesmaid on June 2nd (which was kind of a big deal because our 1-year married/10 years dating anniversary is this May 31st and if he can’t go to Seattle because of this FUCKING HOUSING SITUATION then that means we have to spend this landmark TWO STATES APART).

So now I’m sitting here all pissed off and manically hunting for housing as if by some miracle we’ll find a place tomorrow and my honey’s “I’ll come if we find housing by Thursday” pipe dream might come true BUT IT PROBABLY WON’T and I sort of just want to skin people alive and boil them in oil; that’s how I feel.

This is what happens when I bottle things up for a month oh my God. DX

You can’t do this to me, man.

Everything hinges on tomorrow; you can’t do this to me.

We were supposed to see the place tonight just a;ldsjf;lsadjfdsl.

You can’t do this to me.