Why So Serious?

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Questionaire - I - Myselfishy

Tagged by longlivethefaith:

1. Your opinion on the kpop industry in general

I feel like the debuts are multiplying at some kinda crazy rate. Like, more groups and artists making their debuts faster than how things were before. If that makes sense? I feel like competition for fame, as a result, is much more intense. I guess one the one hand you can argue that competition is good/healthy because it encourages progression/improvement… but on the other hand, I do worry about the physical and mental well-being of everyone, as a result of this. I mean, these artists are so young, and that is SO MUCH PRESSURE. A lot of pressure. Like you have to draw the line somewhere, you know? Sometimes I want to give little daily reminders to the management companies that they’re not going to make money if their artists crumble under the weight of it all.

2. Favourite group and why?

I’m not particularly good at choosing favorites, usually… XD I have two favorites, because I said. TVXQ was one of first groups to get me into Kpop, and for that they’ll always have a very special place in my musical heart. In my opinion the boys all have these seriously AMAZING, powerhouse voices, and getting them together is like opening the gates to some kind of vocal harmony orgasm Heaven. I mean, I love them all individually, but get them all doing acapella together and I AM DONE. JEEBUS. Still holding out faith that we’ll get all 5 of them together, again… in my head JYJ is still every bit TVXQ. I don’t care what the paperwork says. And later on down the line I ended up getting really into Bigbang. REALLY into Bigbang. And when it comes to them, it’s all about presence, I think. The five of them are pretty different people, each with their own appeal, but when they come together they make some really powerful stuff happen~ They also tend to come across as… I don’t know, “delightfully eccentric.” They’ve never been all that afraid of being different, or not being the industry standard, does that make sense? When they were pre-debut and in their early debut days they met a lot of resistance, from what I remember. Lots of cries that they were too weird and too ugly… But they persevered, and really came out on top for it. I admire that in them.

3. Boy bands or girl groups?
Bothhhhhhhhh~! I don’t think I could ever be exclusively into boy bands or exclusively into girl groups. I admit openly that I gravitate more toward boy bands because of physical interest, but girl groups are empowering for me, as a female, in a way that boy bands aren’t based simply on the fact that they’re male, whereas I’m not.

4. Cute or Sexy?
It reallyyyyyy depends on my mood, but in a perfect world it’s a blend of both. If you can pull of being just the right amount of cute and sexy at the same time, you win all of the awards~

5. Favourite rookie group this year

Mmmmmmm… Winner hasn’t debuted yet so technically it would be incorrect to call them a rookie group, right? ~Cries a little~ I’m really feeling Got7, though.

6. 5 words that describe yourself
Sunny, Thoughtful, Eccentric, Creative… Foodie. XD

7. Something weird you do when no ones around
Pace. A lot. It helps me think.

8. 5 favourite things
Food, Writing, Performing Arts, Beaches… the “Creepycute.” XD

9. Write something in a language that’s not English
사랑해요 재중오빠 (Oh my God I forgot to copypaste my answer to this - I wrote this in a word document because Tumblr likes to eat my longer posts; HERE’S what I actually wrote: 知りません~)

10. List your biases:
Yoochun, G-Dragon, Krystal, Taemin, CL, Hyuna (My bias list is kinda short I guess; that’s because I actually find it really hard to pick a bias. Even among the ones I listed there’s some room for change. Yoochun or Junsu? Taemin or Onew? CL or Minzy? And I probably change my Bigbang bias, changing out between all 5, every other week or so. I have a problem. XD)

11. Ideal type:

Somebody warm, who’s not afraid to look like a fool, who’s not afraid to be different from the rest, and who can hold me together whenever I need to stitch myself back up (I don’t need someone to fix me, I need someone who will support me while I fix myself).

I tag seriousdarkmatter, yoochunsnoona, dragon-jiyong, taeyangstummy, cottoncandyxia, 6002-the-micky, therabbithasaname, papervoiced, and anyone else who wants to do this~

I was tagged! (and I like answering things!)


Here are the rules:
1: Always post the rules. 

2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked, and write 11 new ones. 

3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post.
4: Actually tell them you tagged them.

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I REMEMBER THIS THING; I HAVE DONE IT BEFORE! XD But I’ll do it again, because it’s been a long time, watashisan~

01.) If you can live in any location during any period in history, where would you be and what year is it?

Yessssss when I did this thing last time, this was a question I had made, but like NOBODY answered it. XD But ANYWAY, for myself, I would want to live in precolonial Aklan/Akean, in what we now know as the Philippines. Seriously the precolonial culture was so, so rich and beautiful, but so much of it is LOST because of colonization, and as someone who likes to try and reach back into my ethnic history (I’m half-Filipina; my Mama is from Banga, Aklan), it’s rather disheartening. So that’s something I would want to experience - the Visayas region before they were colonized. I’m not sure what year… Magellan showed up in 1521, so I’m thinking that I could either stick myself in 1500 (and therefore be aware of his landing on the shore and uh… being killed), or I could go even further back to 1400 and live a life fully devoid of Western influence. It’s a tough call…

02.) What’s your favorite mythical/fantasy animal?

I fluctuate between mermaids and/or kataw, or werewolves. If you mean something PARTICULARLY animal-like and not humanoid in any way, then probably Bakunawa.

03.) What song/music is stuck in your head at the moment?

Taeyang - Love You To Death

04.) Favorite planet in our Solar System?

… Please let me say Pluto. You’re not gonna let me say the Sun, because the Sun is a star, so please let me say Pluto. Even if Pluto got booted from the lineup. Please. (If I HAVE to choose from the official planetary lineup, then I choose Venus.)

05.) If you had a choice of ANY flavor of ice cream, what would you choose?

That’s EASY. Mint Chocochip!

06.) What time of day do you usually check tumblr? (not ALL THE TIME, I hope?? ;P )

I don’t really have a set time… just, whenever I might HAVE some free time. It comes in these weird, sporadic bursts, usually around times that I’m eating either breakfast or lunch (or brunch if I skipped breakfast), and during any unwinding times at home.

07.) Do you have any phobias? If so, what are they?

I don’t know that it’s an outright phobia, but I’ve always had an issue with the concept of losing my voice. I don’t know why, exactly. I think it’s more about me losing a mode of expression than anything else… (Also, I might be a mermaid.)

08.) Welcome to my cafe! Coffee or tea? And what flavor will it be?

Usually I take tea, green with honey. But if I’m in the mood for coffee then it’s either a white chocolate mocha (frapp if it’s hot out), or a caramel macchiato. Again, as a frapp if it’s hot out.

09.) What is your opinion on Rule 34 (if it exists, there’s porn of it)?

IIIIIIIIII don’t exactly have any opinion on Rule 34? I mean, I agree that it is very real. If it’s being applied to material originally catering to children, then there should be filters or appropriate warnings put in place so that it can be avoided… Actually, scratch that. There should be filters and warnings regardless of whether the original material was geared toward children. That’s just polite, really. XD But as long as that’s done, to each their own. (Also also please to not be literal filmed child pornography, obviously. But I feel like that should be an obvious, there. It’s a consent issue.)

10.) Pick a class: Mage, Fighter, Sword, or Healer?

Sword as in Assassin? Like a “sword for hire” kind of a thing? Well I guess it doesn’t matter because I’d probably wanna be a Paladin. Then I would have both fighter capabilities AND some mage capabilities.


I think my heart just shredded a little. XD I’m going to go with Cesare, though if you show me Juan saying that he’s been in pain for all of his years, let me tell you, I’m going to give that stupid jerk a big hug, a punch to the nose, and then I’m gonna detox the shit out of him. XD



1) If you could have your way, would you be an early bird or a night owl?

2) What’s your favorite fungi?

3) What do you see yourself doing 10 years from now?

4) Sacrifice a loved one for the safety of many, or sacrifice many for the safety of a loved one?

5) If you could time travel, would you go forward or backward?

6) Do you get easily bored?

7) Ghosts or Aliens?

8) If you could speak only one language for the rest of your life which language would you choose?* (This was originally the “What’s your favorite historical period and location?” question, but the rules are to make 11 NEW questions, so…)

9) Would you rather be blind, deaf, or unable to speak?

10) Perpetual spring or perpetual autumn?

11) Would you choose immortality, if you could?



1) jaelly-bean

2) halorecoil

3) borgiastories

4) seriousdarkmatter

5) candybunnieholic

6) lesbomancy

7) aliw117

8) dragon-jiyong

9) papervoiced

10) chipsnsoysauce

11) malevolentqueenofspiders


if u know ur myers briggs personality type please check this out it is literally the coolest thing ever 

I’m not gonna list all of the ENFJs but some of that ones that jumped out at me while skimming through:

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart from Amadeus

Ezio Auditore da Firenze from Assassin’s Creed

Iroh and Katara from Avatar: The Last Airbender

Dawn from The Babysitters Club (Claudia was my favorite though~)

Topanga Lawrence from Boy Meets World


Piper Halliwell from Charmed

Aslan from The Chronicles of Narnia

Prince Akeem from Coming to America (If you don’t like this movie then I don’t like you)

Adolf Hitler from Downfall (Um. D8)

Maes Hughes from Fullmetal Alchemist (T~T I’m gonna be okay…)

Lily Potter from Harry Potter

Esmeralda from Hunchback Of Notre Dame

Nelson Mandela from Invictus

Pepper Potts from Iron Man

Mufasa from The Lion King (Gonna be giving out pep talks in the sky man)

Neo and Morpheus from The Matrix

Satan from Paradise Lost (Oh dear… I like how I’m less bothered by this and more bothered about Hitler… XD)

Elizabeth Swann from Pirates of the Caribbean

Governor Ratcliffe from Pocahontas (EW GROSS)

James from Pokémon

Blossom from The Powerpuff Girls

Rosalie Lamorliere from Rose of Versailles

Qui-Gon Jinn and Yoda from Star Wars

Clark Kent from Superman

Sam Winchester from Supernatural (SCORE!!!)

Leonardo from Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Lara Croft from Tomb Raider

Goose from Top Gun (GOOOOOOOOSE!!! ~Weeps for a thousand days~)

Woody from Toy Story

Optimus Prime from Transformers

Esme Cullen from Twilight

Eliza Thornberry from The Wild Thornberrys

(Source: nonnbinary, via halorecoil)

Which ever month you were born in, will determine the type of anime you would live in.


January = Hentai

Febuary = Yuri

March = Sports

April = Horror

May = Supernatural

June = Harem

July = Yaoi

August = Sci-fi

September = Shoujo

October = Ecchi

November = Slice of life

December = Musical

I’m in a yaoi animu… but I’m female.

I guess I’m not getting laid, then? (By contrast, the Honey is in a harem animu so he’ll have TONS of opportunities to get laid. Jerk. XD)

(via halorecoil)

MBTI most accurate descriptions

ESTP: super attractive physically but it’s all downhill from there. never quite know what they’re going to do next but you can probably bet it will be irresponsible. somehow still lovable. 

ESTJ: loud, logical, and get shit done — they are the warrior class of the life rpg. power stats make them unbeatable and if you encounter one, maybe just curl up and forfeit, to save time. 

ESFP: giggly little shits. fun fun fun till her daddy takes the t-bird away. great for lifting your mood, not that great at lifting your credit score. 

ESFJ: too appropriate, totally lacking in awkwardness. they’ll never forget your birthday, which will make you feel like shit when you constantly forget theirs. 

ENTP: excellent companions if you enjoy people who instantly see through all your shit. very clever and very intuitive, you can’t fool them. i suggest you invest in other friends — ones you *can* fool. 

ENTJ: impatient with people who make mistakes, namely, everyone. they’ll respect you if you stand up to them but why do that when you can run away instead. cuddle them and see what happens. i’m curious.

ENFP: too puppy to live. best suited for the profession of musical nanny. not advised for use around an open flame. 

ENFJ: way too charming and capable, maybe they should stop making everyone else look bad. prone to making other people care about stuff they didn’t want to care about. so annoying. 

ISTP: such butts. best suited for an apocalypse scenario, if no such scenario exists, they will create danger because they get bored. don’t encourage them, but don’t discourage them, as reverse psychology works too well.

ISTJ: low drama and low maintenance, best value at this price tier. best suited to actual human existence. least weird, which makes them kinda weird.

ISFP: squishy little darlings you might want to keep in your pocket, but please don’t or they will become forlorn. they notice everything, and it’s unnerving. 

ISFJ: quietly and proudly do things for others. if you have a ring you need to deliver to mordor, take an ISFJ along with you for best results. 

INTP: cute intergalactic spiders you want to hug and mistrust. prone to making you laugh but then days later you will wonder whether you were the butt of the joke. 

INTJ: major dicks and kinda proud of it. prone to being right. prone to liking trance music way too much. all the ones i’ve ever met have been unexpectedly kinky. so i guess, expectedly. 

INFP: they fall out of the sky and are raised by unicorns. if you feed one it will follow you home. they dissipate in water. 

INFJ: chameleons appropriating your emotions and going quietly mad. prone to meltdowns and needing lots of naps.

Bren Jael remember when I made you do these for everyone its amazing (via halorecoil)

Oh I remember. XD

As per an email I had marked out with a little star, Az and Zeph are both ISTJ, so they’re “least weird which makes them kinda weird” and “best suited to actual human existence” despite not being human or even spending all that much time with humans. They should go hang out in Assiah for a while because I guess they’d do fine there. XD

Nema and Uriel are both INFJ so I guess they’re “chameleons appropriating your emotions,” “prone to meltdowns???” XD I dunno, guys, I dunno. “Prone to meltdowns” works for them (especially seeing as Uriel’s got a quiet but explosive fuse when tapped, and Layers!Nema says it very succinctly) but I don’t see either of them as APPROPRIATING others’ emotions…???

Michael’s an ESTP, and I feel like it’s accurate all around. XD Especially the “never quite know what they’re going to do next but you can probably bet it will be irresponsible” and the “somehow still lovable” oh my God. SOMEHOW. SOMEHOW he’s still lovable, but fuck if anybody knows why. XD

Annnnd Lucifer’s an ENTJ, and the whole “they’ll respect you if you stand up to them but why do that when you can run away instead” is so perfect. XD

Mostly, though, I enjoy mine the most. “ENFJ: way too charming and capable, maybe they should stop making everyone else look bad. prone to making other people care about stuff they didn’t want to care about. so annoying.” BASICALLY I AM ANNOYING BECAUSE I AM PERFECT. YES, I AGREE WITH THIS. XD

(Source: dontbecuteyoufuck, via halorecoil)

Last Person That:
Slept in your bed besides you? The Honey
Saw you cry?: The Honey
You went to the movies with? The Honey
You went out to dinner with? The Honey
You talked on the phone to? Mama (What? Not the Honey?)
Made you laugh? Chocobean (if petsypets count, anyway. Pollen Head.)

Would You Rather:
Pierce your nose or your tongue? SEPTUMMM!!! (Um, nose.)
Be serious or be funny? Seriously funny~
Drink whole or skimmed milk? Had both and like both; not picky.
Die in a fire or drowning? Drowning, definitely. Fire’s more agonizing.
Spend time with your parent(s) or enemies? Parentals. I’ma only spend time with enemies if I’m eating them.

Are You?:
Simple or complicated? Complicated. ~Bullet wounds heal~ ~Hopes you get the reference~
Straight, gay or bisexual? Hearts?
Tall or short? Shortling~
Right handed or left handed? Leftie~
A lover of music or a lover of books? Lover of playing music while caressing books.

Do You Prefer?:
Flowers or sweets? Sweets, are you kidding me? I live for food. XD
Grey or black? Black.
Colour photos or black-and-white photos? Color photos. The more vibrant the better.
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms.
Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late.
Sun or moon? Sun.
Winter or Autumn? Autumn.
10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 besties. Which incidentally is what I have. XD
Rainy or sunny? Sunny.
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? NEITHER. MINT-CHIP!!!
Vodka or Jack? Rum.

About You:
What time is it? My laptop says it’s 1:14PM but my phone says it’s 1:24PM, and I don’t know why my laptop is this way. Every time I fix it, it just begins to run slow again.
Name? Brenda.
Nicknames? Bren. Just Bren. I used to have a huge list of nicknames, but these days everyone just calls me Bren.
When is your birthday? JULY 24TH; IT’S MY BIRTHMONTH!!!
What do you want? A better apartment run by a better management.
How many kids do you want? NONE.
What would you name a girl?: Probably Raquel, because that was one of the names I could have potentially been given. Raquel or Anna.
What would you name a boy? No idea. I like the sound of the name Lucas, though. Lucas or Will.
What kind of music do you like? That’s a really stupid question to ask me because I’ll listen to everything from screeching and growling metal music to aggressive hip hop to bouncy pop music to incredibly dramatic orchestral instrumentals. And probably other stuff, too.

Nervous habits? Jaw-clenching, apparently.
Are you double-jointed? No.
Can you roll your tongue? Yes.
Can you raise one eyebrow? Yes, but only the left one.
Can you cross your eyes? Yes.

Which shoe goes on first? The right one.
Ever thrown something at someone? Throwing’s for the weak. Ever spat on or bitten someone?
On average, how much money do you carry with you? I try to keep $10 on me.
What jewelry do you wear? My black titanium diamond-plated wedding band of indestructibility, and everything else changes out frequently. Neckwear is often either Die’s pick on a chain paired with a leather choker or my pearl B necklace paired with a pearl choker, but it’s not the rule. Only my ring is.
Do you twirl or cut spaghetti? Twirly-whirly~
Have you ever eaten Spam? Yup; it’s not my favorite but I don’t mind it, either.
Favourite ice cream?  Mint-chip, now pay attention!
How many kinds of cereal are in your cupboard? 3.
Can you cook?: … Yes…? I don’t consider myself a master chef or anything, though.

Alcoholic beverage? White Merlot. Which is good, but doesn’t take much like merlot at ALL. It is quite fruity. XD
Car ride?: Uhhhhhh I think it was either to the bank or the grocery store. … Yes.
Song played? Oh no… My honest answer? COMEUPOUTDAWAHTA. IMGLISSININ~
Person you saw? My neighbor; he’s working on his car right now.

(Source: surveyhaven, via halorecoil)

Myers Briggs By Teen Movie Stereotypes


INFJ: Any given cryptic deep girl who is just misunderstood in a teen movie
ESTP: Any given bad boy in a teen movie
INTJ: Any given dark silent guy in a teen movie
ESFP: Any given flirty party girl in a teen movie
INFP: Any given geek in a teen movie
ESTJ: Any given overprotective dad in a teen movie
INTP: Any given quiet friend with a crush on the protagonist in a teen movie
ESFJ: Any given mom in a teen movie
ISFJ: Any given girl-next-door in a teen movie
ENTP: Any given likable troublemaker in a teen movie
ISTJ: Any given nerd in a teen movie
ENFP: Any given different, cool girl in a teen movie
ISFP: Any given chill mysterious girl in a teen movie
ENTJ: Any given powerful popular guy in a teen movie
ISTP: Any given sarcastic, witty best friend in a teen movie
ENFJ: Any given advice-giving parent figure in a teen movie

I am sorting this into my ‘domesticxult' tag because INFJ!Nema and ESTP!Michael is the best God damn THING!!!





What is the meaning of life?

70 years of suffering…..seriously, fuck this of course I had to get a realistic one.

1 Thing Callous Indifference

"Who cares I’m callous indifference" seems to suit me pretty well, TBH.

My Mom says it used to be regretting things, but now it’s grinding and shining.And this is extremely accurate.





What is the meaning of life?

70 years of suffering…..seriously, fuck this of course I had to get a realistic one.

1 Thing Callous Indifference

"Who cares I’m callous indifference" seems to suit me pretty well, TBH.

My Mom says it used to be regretting things, but now it’s grinding and shining.

And this is extremely accurate.



Random Aesthethic Generator

pastel dragon lumberjack chic

…… Nailed it. 

Bren: melancholic dragon retro judas

Brenda: cheap celestial nightmare nymph

Brenli: noir pixie domestic punk

Which fits better because I don’t know?

(Source: fionagallagherrr)

jaelly-bean!!! halorecoil!!!

You Are A(n): Evil (YASSSSSSSSSS!!! I don’t care what any of you say the Evils are badass all right?)
Best Friend: Michael (MAXIMUM THE EXCITEMENT!)
First Kiss: Zaphkiel (Awwwwww I’m cool with it; I’m cool~)
Rival: Zaphkiel (I can feel the bizzaro rivalry/sexual tension already)
Who You End Up With: Michael (OH MY GOOOOOD!!! 8D Wait Zaphy rivalry/sexual tension first kiss though? I’ll bet Biffle Michael was pretty hung up on that. EVEN IN A CLICK AND DRAG GAME HE CAN’T ESCAPE FEELINGS OF INADEQUACY AND THAT’S ACTUALLY KIND OF SAD.)

(Source: chief-of-virtues)